Love Of Jessica

I always say that god's love is a true love because god understand our weakness and our strength and forgive our sins which we done against him .Yes in a love there should be Understanding forgiveness, patience and humbleness if this is not found in a love then it will be ??????????.

Aaron is a well known director of Indian cinema his film will always get good review from audience for his notable screen writing and creativity stories. His all films are box office hit except one film "Tulsi". This film have taken based on a novel called Tulsi which revolves around a woman who overcomes her struggle which she faces in her day today life. While he was searching for cast for the film he came to know that the main character tulsi has been played by a girl in a skit during her college day function and she get huge applause as her expression are so good that no one can say that she is acting. He tried to find that girl but some of her friends told that she was taking treatment for cancer in Bangalore and they also suggested that she might have died . So he filmed the movie with other familiar artist but they failed to show the expression and the film got flop.

Though Aaron is a successful director he suffered from inferiority complex due to his dark complexion he will hesitate to talk with girls assuming that they won’t talk with him since he is dark in color. But one girl called Jessica who really loved him she also proposed him that she wants to marry him. Aaron got shocked because she was so beautiful and no one won’t believe that she loves Aaron .He took time to know whether she love him truly and then he accepted her proposal. They both got married and lived happily with their two sons.

The problem begins in their happy life when Aaron showed his family photo to his childhood friend prakash who is an ad film director through him he came to know that Jessica is a model who was searching for a chance to act in cinema. Aaron got very upset because she hide this from him .Now his inferiority complex started to control his mind he assumed that she never truly loved him rather she wanted to marry him as he is a famous director in India so that she can get chance easily. But Jessica didn’t ask him any chance to act in his film. Aaron slowly started to doubt Jessica he afraid that if she attracted by handsome guy she will leave him. So he ordered her not to talk to anyone and not go outside without him and he also left the cinema. His actions looked very strange to Jessica but she obeyed her lovable husband words and lived accordingly. But one day she came to know that Aaron doubted her she completely upset .After that Jessica body condition went down as she suffered from cancer doctors were not able to cure the disease. After a long suffering she died. Aaron not able to digest the loss of her but he as to continue his life for his two son’s. He brought up them his sons got married and he lived with them.

When Aaron became old his son's felt that he his burden to them and they planned to send him to old homage but Aaron left their home before they send him out. While he was standing in the road with no hope of future an old man came to him and asked why he was standing there Aaron replied that his son's have thrown him out and he his homeless now .The old man gave him a key and said "Sir don’t worry you have a house which belongs to you" and he gave him a key and said "Your wife asked me to give this key to you when you are left alone" and he also said that she has left some precious things in that house for him. Aaron got surprised and he went to that house.

When he entered to that house he got surprised, inside the house there were photos of Jessica which she taken during her childhood days, college days have been stick on the wall and also their marriage photos and their sons photos and photos of memorable moments of their life have been stick on the walls of that house. He found a letter inside a diary which is written by Jessica.
“My dear Aaron I love you so much baby because you are the one who changed my life completely. I am writing this letter with a painful heart because you have doubted my love on you. Baby please don’t assume that I loved you because you are famous director this hurts me so much .I never loved you for your fame rather I started to loved you since before you entered into the cinema. Since I belongs to a well educated family my parents wanted me to become a doctor but my wish is to become a famous actress as god has gave me good talent. When I told this to my parents they opposed me so that I left home and acted in some ad films. I earned plenty of money from ad films and I spent that money in my own way and I was driven to a different life style and I don’t even bother to see my parents when they were sick .That poor parents who gave birth to this arrogant Jessica have died .Because of the injustice which I have done against to my parents have brought god to punish me I was diagnosed in cancer and I was admitted in cancer hospital in Bangalore for treatment .Those days in that hospital is the darkest days of my life there is no one there to take care of me and I felt the same pain which my parents were undergone when they were sick. But in that cancer ward I saw an old woman who never felt loneliness because her son was there to take care .He take care her mother as a mother take care her child . I also saw him praying to god with tears to cure his mother disease. He never noticed me though I was next to his mother bed; his concentration was fully on his mother’s health. Now you would have guessed who is that guy, it is none another than you. I saw that love in you which I was searching in that hospital and I slowly started to love you and I have prayed to god to cure the cancer so that I can marry you. By god’s grace I got cured from cancer and doctors advised me to take care of my health if I failed to do that there is a possibility of getting diagnosed to cancer once again. But when I came to know that you have doubted me I completely got collapsed and I failed to take care of my health .Finally I got diagnosed to cancer once again.

I am very sorry for not telling that I was a model the reason why I hide this matter is that if I told this to you would have made me to act in your film and I would have became a famous figure. This is not what I expected from you I wanted to marry you because you will be a lovable husband for me who take care me like a mother takes care her child. My only wish is that to lead a happy life with you and our children. After marriage I lived a happy life with you but I am unlucky that this life is not extended for a long time and i never expected that I will leave you and our children so early. As I know the pain of loneliness I don’t want you to feel that pain so I choose this house which my parents left for me and I have pasted all my photos, photos of our memorable moments and all the photos which will make to feel that I am always with you also I have written a dairy where I mentioned all the moments of our life. I wanted this house key should reach at your hands when you started to feel there is no one to take care you so I have entrusted this to the house servant and asked him to take care this precious house and hand over the key to you at the right time. This is my precious gift to my lovable husband and I also expected a precious gift from you I have mentioned that gift at the starting page of the diary which I kept on the table in the hall. Before ending this letter I wanted to say that I loved you so much that I sacrifice all my childhood ambition for you alone and I wanted to watch that CD which I kept on the table before reading the diary so that you can know how much I loved you.

Aaron took that CD and dairy from that table and he started to watch that CD that was the CD of a college day function in which Jessica has played a important role in a skit which is based on novel called “Tulsi” yes Jessica was the same girl who was searched by Aaron to play a important role in his failure movie” Tulsi”. Now Aaron came to know that how Jessica had sacrificed all her talents for him, Aaron started to cry and he is not able to stop the tears which is continuously fell from his eyes and tears which he shed form his eyes have completely wept the letter and all the words in that letter have been erased. Then Aaron started to open the dairy to know what is the precious gift which she wanted from him, When he opened the first page she has written below words,

“Aaron the tears which you shed for me is the precious gift which I expected from you. As I mentioned in that letter that I wrote that letter with painful heart your tears for me are the medicine to erase my pain”

After reading this Aaron started to walk towards the cemetery there he went near to the grave of Jessica and started to kiss her grave continuously but he was not able to breathe continuously and died to live a happy life with Jessica in heaven.

A Story By,
Lixon Thomas